A deliciously provocative novel about a woman caught between the comfortable stability of her marriage and her memories of a more sensual pastthe first book in a threepart series based on the #1 fiction podcast starring Demi Moore.Diana Wood has a job she likes and a husband, Oliver, she loves. Together, they have a daughter they adore. She and Oliver spend so much time together, they even carpool to work in the same office. Theyre in married love, which isnt exactly the same as love love, but its fine.Or is it? Is fine good enough? Diana and Oliver havent had sex in months and their intimacy seems more like a memory than a reality. The cozy trappings of Dianas life in Dallas, Texas have become evermore confining. She is restless, growing more distant from Oliver by the day. A trip to see an old friend in Santa Fe prompts Diana to remember the woman she used to be: an aspiring artist someone devoted to creativity, spontaneity, sensuality. In her pastespecially with Jasper, the dashing photographer with whom she once had an unforgettable love affairDiana let herself fantasize, she let her body lead the way. She was whollyalive. Returning to Dallas, Diana decides to rediscover the deeply feeling woman she once was. She begins interviewing other women, painting their portraits as they speak. She encourages them to give voice to their secret desires as she captures their deepest, innermost fantasies. But is it possible for Diana to reclaim her more sensual self and maintain the marriage she committed to? What if connecting to her own desires means dissolving the safe life shes so carefully cultivated?
